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Memory Forming Clouds

by Mike Legere

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1.
The Heat 03:57
Heats been setting in now Days are getting longer Morning lifts me out of bed With arms of gentle rays Following these cycles Words of fertile land mines Somehow I thought I wouldn’t feel the same way Time it keeps on spinning I just keep on letting on That everything is going to be ok But darling, when you kissed me How the world it seemed to stand still And now I can’t keep track of the days Talking into glasses Heart is beating slower Lost in the transaction As our eyes glaze over Neither of us listening to ourselves Or to eachother Above, the birds, they are returning [While] the wanderlust had stayed Money’s disappearing I keep on pretending I could carry on in the same way Time it keeps on spinning I just keep on letting on That everything is going to be ok But darling, when you kissed me How the world it used to stand still And now I can’t keep track of the days Time is disappearing All the sounds, they keep on slowing down Until the melody starts driving me insane We just keep on talking Talking ourselves into corners I rarely do recall what it is we say Smoke it keeps on billowing I keep on forgetting Until every single dream it dreamed the same If this is what we’re put here for If this is what we’re doing I’m not sure I see the point in staying
2.
Divergence 03:04
Locked to your eyes as they spun me out Your words were fire and I tried to fight it I want to feel the way that I felt after I met you that night I lay in our bed and I just can’t shake it The feeling that something ain’t right Weighted by years Crushed by reflection With a vision of your heart outrunning intention I made up that room again for the show of it The bartenders drinking in everyone’s sight Your quivering lips As they’re met by his With a lead up that frays, but you don’t pull away Locked to your eyes as they spun me out Again and again, burning my skin I want to live that whole night again I want to dream, but the daylight creeps in
3.
With You 03:43
I want to take things back now Enjoy the comfort of the past Outcomes so certain Knowing the twists in every path With you With you, there’s no telling all the things that we could do different I want to make some new friends The kind that ask you where you’ve been Listen to their stories Hanging on their every whim with you, WIth you, there’s no telling all the things that we could do But things are different now and all this time is pulling us apart Trying to find a way to get it back and unbreak this heart I want to see my best friend To find out what he’s going through But I know he’s been drinking It’s radio silence And sure, I have been too, with you With you, there’s no taking back the shit I put you through I wanted to be my best self, But all I’m finding is this shell I try to fill up with pieces That fall and clamor to get out With you, where’d you go? There’s no getting back to where we never was ‘Cause things are different now and all this space is pulling us apart Trying to find a way to get it back and unbreak this heart
4.
The first night I left home had to keep on running around Couldn’t let nothing slow me down To keep from leaving The first night I left home I dove deep into the drink We stayed up talking in the heat The heat that found its way into my dreams We were hanging around the corner And your hair was short And you were 24 You were saying that you didn’t know if it was worth it anymore The second time I left I kissed you goodbye in the street We had no where we were supposed to be Except apart The night before I’d tried Inches from saying goodbye Until I got sick with you beside me And we slept spread out and build a wall of pillows to protect us from the heat And the song ghosts was playing in my head as I woke up in dreams of leaving To the smell of coffee The final time I left no fanfare played me out Weary and seeped in doubt Memory forming clouds
5.
Dawson City 03:42
Dawson City You were bumming ‘round Dragging your aimless body in and out of town Trying hard to be something no one needs Heard the call of gold Off in those distant mountains no one around you’d known Threw your life in bags and hit that dirt road How are you ever going to turn and face them now Knowing what you know With nowhere to go It’s hard to face defeat When your destination’s burning in the breeze Grab a plume of smoke, ride it home Floating through the clouds as you dissipate and rain ash on the ground Knowing what you know Nowhere to go How are you ever going to turn and face them now Having set out just to strike out How are you ever going to turn and face them now Knowing what you know With nowhere to go It’s the kind of town that will turn your beauty into a thorny crown None like you aloud to wear it proud I’m so sorry now for every time I was the weight that pulled you down Just another man who tried to wear you around How are you ever going to turn and face them now Knowing what you know With nowhere to go How are you ever going to turn and face them now Having set out just to strike out Asking every stride Was it determination, wanderlust, or pride? Could you face yourself if you had not tried?
6.
I fell into a black hole A pull I couldn’t fight All my friends forgot my name I watched them age and die All the nights perpetually swimming by my side Every second stalling, undecided I had a dream of my old life The rooms we laughed and cried in The tiny steps we sleepily took To cast each part aside I fell into a black hole As my body compressed Felt the warm and numbing pull Of it’s collapsed darkness [ <<I fell into a black hole Eloh kckalb a otni llef I >> Eloh kckalb a otni llef I >> otni llef I >> ] I thought I heard your voice in there The lilt on which it rides Must of been a memory Too far in to have survived
7.
Wedding 04:17
I was dreaming Carried in waves Does the soul supersede us? A vessel to play through the song... We were driving home from montreal And the sun glowed above us And lifted the warmth of it all Life before us; lit up by day And the call of the future, and the dreams that could sweep us away To reconnect the stars like they were only ever ours… To reconnect the stars like they were only ever ours… To reconnect the stars… Beauty finds us kicking and screaming The world loves a fight, wakes us up when the dream is most sweet But together we find a light Absorbed through the pores, we share it when you kiss me goodnight Oh the problems; I won’t forget But the love is what frames them and it shows us the way to persist To reconnect the stars like they were only ever ours… To reconnect the stars like they were only ever ours… To reconnect the stars…
8.
With kindness, heroic Carrying the last half a century You shone a light past what I was too young to see Traipsing through worn paths Chartered only in your memory You cherished those warm days They brought you back into the comfort of youthful beauty That old closed off fireplace Against the faint white sheen in the softly falling air The new wooden stairs out back When you stepped out and I heard a loud sound there It was the first time I saw it The frailty that robs the light from us And the longing for old selves Who’d stray off into the tall grass without a care With loss comes awareness The passing that makes now then You kept a tight lid on the long nights that kept you from them As our visits got more sparse Fresh off a flight, and attention began to shift The light gently scattered on worn paths and silences
9.
So Long 04:42
When you’re looking towards the heavens You know you’re looking to the past That’s alright by some They let the sublime wash past But death won’t wait forever It’ll find you before that Better make your peace with the vacuum before your body turns to ash When you reach event horizon When your cards turn up the pyre Clutching tickets to the westbound train While the station burns like fodder Will the ember of each smoldering coal resist itself as fire Or will you find that you were never here Just a ripple on the water Always dreaming of the future And reaching towards the past That light, off in the distance Trying to set a path Gently singing a siren song, A direction to distract. You better make your peace with nowhere; Somewhere’s always fleeting fast Your love is like a bullhorn It screams over the lake It travels over space and time to find me, all this way But by the time it reaches me it doesn’t sound the same And I’m not sure how to love you back when the signals bound the change
10.
Lovely Day 02:04
Lovely day, and they say we’ll pay But we won’t Big blue bus is going to take me down to the valley there To see my friend We’ll sit outside and drink our wine rain or shine And I will try my best not to fall asleep too early But the week’s booze and long days drive pull at the corners of my eyes Things feel different this time of year When all signs around point to life, green life We set aside our other minds So lost on all the words they never tried Sit outside and drink our wine Rain or shine And I will try my best not to fall asleep too early But the week’s booze and long days drive pull at the corners of my eyes Lovely day, And they say we’ll pay But we won’t
11.
Heats been setting in now Days are getting longer Morning lifts me out of bed With arms of gentle rays Following these cycles Words of fertile land mines Somehow I thought I wouldn’t feel the same way Time it keeps on spinning I just keep on letting on That everything is going to be ok But darling, when you kissed me How the world it seemed to stand still And now I can’t keep track of the days Talking into glasses Heart is beating slower Lost in the transaction As our eyes glaze over Neither of us listening to ourselves Or to eachother Above, the birds, they are returning [While] the wanderlust had stayed Money’s disappearing I keep on pretending I could carry on in the same way Time it keeps on spinning I just keep on letting on That everything is going to be ok But darling, when you kissed me How the world it used to stand still And now I can’t keep track of the days Time is disappearing All the sounds, they keep on slowing down Until the melody starts driving me insane We just keep on talking Talking ourselves into corners I rarely do recall what it is we say Smoke it keeps on billowing I keep on forgetting Until every single dream it dreamed the same If this is what we’re put here for If this is what we’re doing I’m not sure I see the point in staying
12.
With kindness, heroic Carrying the last half a century You shone a light past what I was too young to see Traipsing through worn paths Chartered only in your memory You cherished those warm days They brought you back into the comfort of youthful beauty That old closed off fireplace Against the faint white sheen in the softly falling air The new wooden stairs out back When you stepped out and I heard a loud sound there It was the first time I saw it The frailty that robs the light from us And the longing for old selves Who’d stray off into the tall grass without a care With loss comes awareness The passing that makes now then You kept a tight lid on the long nights that kept you from them As our visits got more sparse Fresh off a flight, and attention began to shift The light gently scattered on worn paths and silences
13.

about

Memory Forming Clouds is an album about grief, from inside of it. It’s about loss, heartbreak and the fog of change. I wrote it in a tumultuous time, on the North Shore of Nova Scotia, working through separate issues including the end of the relationship that had seen me through my twenties, being temporarily laid off due to the studio that was my main employer being destroyed in a flash flood, and mourning the loss of the woman who had raised me.

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released November 23, 2022

All songs written, recorded and mixed by Mike Legere
Mastered by Kristian Montano
Recorded at Quarantine Cottage in Fox Harbour, NS except for The Heat, With You and Kindness Heroic which were recorded at The Root Down Studio in Toronto.
Performed by Mike Legere (Voice, Guitars, Banjitar, Bass, Drums, Synth, Production), Omar Shabbar (Bass, Synth, Guitars, Voice), Colin McNalley (Drums on The Heat, With You and Kindness Heroic), Greg O'Toole (Guitar), Stewart Legere (Accordion on Lovely Day), Dante Matas (Vocals on Lovely Day), Kathryn Kearns (Vocals on The Heat and Wedding), Adam Reid (Horns on Dawson City) and
Raphael Weinroth-Browne (Cello on Kindness Heroic)
Artwork by Sinead Cahill (Design, Layout) and Kate Standing (Photography)

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Mike Legere is a songwriter/producer from Nova Scotia, based out of Toronto Ontario.

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